God has opened up divine healing to me. It has been a very humbling and hard and yet joyful experience. I have been very, very, ill the last year plus. This has happened twice before. I do know why. Let me just say this! DIVINE HEALING WORKS EVEN WHEN I DON’T AT TIMES! I quit preaching it partly because I felt like a hypocrite. It was also hard because of the physical chronic pain I was in. Sleeping was difficult, and it was just super hard to function. I had to put all my energies into continuing to work part-time. For anyone I let down, I ask you to forgive me for not being stronger.
God spoke to me today in that quiet voice. I know that I am supposed to start teaching through my website again. I also know that if I don’t push forward, it will not get better only worse. I am going forward. God has done so much in my life. If you have read my testimony you know that I was a very messed up person, and cried out to God about ten years ago and said “Whatever you have to do Lord, to change me, just do it.” I asked him for a vision of heaven or hell! He did not cause these bad things to happen to me. My weaknesses opened the door to the devil.
I took the scripture and said if Jesus could do it then I can do it. John 14:12 says ‘Verily, Verily I say unto you the works I do shall you do also” I spoke to my sicknesses and they went away. I spoke to storms and they went away. Teaching knowledge just began to flow. I give God all the glory. Then I got OCD nervous (fearful) which was a weakness that God is trying to pull me out of; and my perfect health collapsed into a severe cause of what doctors call fibromyalgia/chronic fatigue. Healing must be maintained by faith. So this man, who was walking in faith, was then attacked by the enemy and became fearful.
God showed me how the devil had tried to kill me on four separate occasions: in 1977, 1978 (during Bible college) and in 2011 and 2014 (during this learning process. It still amazes me, that I was a threat to the enemy (I am extremely hard on myself and my past). It's all about the message God has given me, not me the messenger. Again, I give God all the glory.
I want to thank God for supporting me through this process. I want to thank my wife Ginelle, and the rest of my family-immediate and extended. I want to thank my Pastor, church elders and members for encouraging me. I am going forward and will overcome this. Sometimes, putting your cards on the table takes a step of faith, and takes away the devil’s power to shame. So I am back and thank you for listening to this and I love you in Christ. All glory to Jesus!!!