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      • BENCHWARMER OR STARTER-136a
      • WITNESS KIT-138a
      • DISCIPLESHIP KIT-137a
      • BOLDNESS AND POWER KIT-135a
      • ADDICTIONS KIT-134a
      • DIVINE HEALING KIT-133a
      • BIBLE PROMISES KIT-132a
      • ARE WE PREACHING A WIMPY GOSPEL?-131a
      • IS GOD A LIAR OR DOES HE KEEP HIS WORD? -130a
      • BREAKING ADDICTIONS-129a
      • PROMISE ENFORCERS-128a
      • YOU GOTTA PUT IT ON!-127a
      • HOW MUCH FAITH DOES IT TAKE TO BE HEALED-126a
      • THE BIGGEST MISTAKE YOU COULD EVER MAKE WHEN IT COMES TO DIVINE HEALING-125a
      • IF YOU HAVE A NEED-GOD’S GOT A PROMISE-124a
      • JUST BRING YOUR MIXING SPOON-GODS GOT ALL OF THE RIGHT INGREDIENTS-123a
      • CAN YOU WALK ON WATER AND DO THE MIRACULOUS?-122a
      • CAN A CHRISTIAN LOSE HIS OR HER SALVATION?-YES AND NO-121a
      • YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL-120a
      • WALK THE TALK AND TALK THE WALK: CROSSING THE BRIDGE: MOVING FROM UNBELIEF TO TRUST -119a
      • GOD IS GREATER THAN YOUR PROBLEMS-CAUSE HES A BIG GOD!-118a
      • IF YOU CAN BELIEVE ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE- WHAT IN THE WORLD DOES THAT MEAN?-117a
      • WHERE WILL YOU FOREVER HOUSE BE?-116a
      • ARE WE ONE NATION UNDER GOD OR UNDER MAN? A WOMAN HAS A RIGHT TO CHOOSE; BUT WHAT?-115a
      • SO! YOU DON’T THINK GOD COULD EVER USE YOU!-114a
      • BREAKING ALL ADDICTIONS AND THE NO-WILLPOWER DIET-113a
      • CROSSING THE LINE-U AND U-112a
      • THE X-FACTOR CAN PUSH YOU OVER THE TOP-111a
      • UNLOCKING THE POWER-110a
      • HOW TO GERMINATE A SEED THAT CAN HEAL YOU!-109a
      • MY LIFE WAS SPARED AND ITS A MIRACLE THAT I AM ALIVE-108a
      • WAR PLAN-WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR HEALTH AND LIFE ARE BEING TAKEN FROM YOU?- YOU FIGHT BACK!-107a
      • THE PROMISES-PROMISES PLUS POWER PRODUCES DYNAMITE-PART 2-106a
      • FLIPPIN THE SWITCH- PROMISES PLUS POWER PRODUCE DYNAMITE -Part 1-105a
      • TO COME OUT OF A FIERY TRIAL VICTORIOUSLY: YOU NEED THE 4TH MAN IN THE FIRE-104a
      • JUST GO FOR IT! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?-103a
      • SHOULDN’T WE BE ABLE TO GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO EAT?- 102a
      • SO! WHAT’S IN YOUR BIBLE?-101a
      • CALLING ALL THOSE WHO FEEL LIKE FAILURES AND WANT A SECOND CHANCE-100a
      • HEALTH MANAGEMENT-WHY BE SICK IF YOU DON’T HAVE TO?-99a
      • LET’S WAIT OR LET’S ROLL MOMENTUM-THE GAME CHANGER-98a
      • YOUR WORDS CAN KILL YOU OR GIVE YOU LIFE! -97a
      • THE NUMBER ONE REASON PEOPLE DON’T GET HEALED IS?=96a
      • 30-DAY JUMP-START TO BREAK ADDICTIONS-95a
      • IF YOU CAN BELIEVE THEN ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE- DEALING WITH DOUBT-SO YOUR FAITH WILL WORK-94a
      • BUT GOD YOU PROMISED!!!=TAKING THE PROMISE: FROM MUSTARD SEED TO HARVEST-93a
      • I’LL BELIEVE THAT WHEN I SEE IT- LEARNING TO WALK BY FAITH-92a
      • HEAVEN IS CLOSER THAN YOU THINK- BECAUSE HEAVEN IS A PLACE ON EARTH-91a
      • ZOMBIE UPDATE-I WAS ONE OF THE WALKING DEAD; ARE YOU ONE?-90a
      • WHEN I NEED DIVINE HEALING: I SIMPLY TURN ON MY GPS AND IT WORKS EVERY TIME!-89a
      • DIVINE HEALING IS FOR THE TAKING NOT THE MAKING! PART 2-YOU MUST TAKE IT!-88a
      • DIVINE HEALING IS FOR THE TAKING NOT THE MAKING -PART 1=YOU CAN’T MAKE IT HAPPEN!-87a
      • THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM? PART 3-LIVING THE DREAM! -86a
      • THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM? -PART TWO-CHASING THE DREAM!-85a
      • THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM? PART ONE-DARE TO DREAM-84a
      • BLOW THAT TRUMP: AN END-TIME EVENT PART 3-WHEN AND WHERE WILL YOU BOW THE KNEE?-83a
      • BLOW THAT TRUMP: AN END-TIME EVENT PART 2-WHAT GOD OFFERS YOU IN THIS LIFE AND THE NEXT-82a
      • BLOW THAT TRUMP: AN-END-TIMES EVENT PART 1-THE SIGNS OF HIS COMING -81a
      • IT’S TIME FOR MERE TALKERS TO BECOME FAITH WALKERS PART 3-YOUR MUSTARD SEED OF FAITH WILL WORK NOW-80a
      • IT’S TIME FOR MERE TALKERS TO BECOME FAITH WALKERS PART 2-TIME TO GET A NEW MIND-79a
      • IT’S TIME FOR MERE TALKERS TO BECOME FAITH WALKERS PART 1-IT’S SHOW DOWN TIME-78a
      • THIS MEANS WAR-DON'T LET THE DEVIL PICK YOU OFF-PART 3-LEARNING TO DEFEND YOUR HEALTH-77a
      • THIS MEANS WAR-DON'T LET THE DEVIL PICK YOU OFF-PART 2- WHAT ARE THE STAKES?-76a
      • THIS MEANS WAR-DON'T LET THE DEVIL PICK YOU OFF -LEARN HOW TO DEFEND YOUR HEALTH -PART 1-WE’RE IN A SPIRITUAL WAR-75a
      • TRUTH SHIFTERS-SEPARATING TRUTH FROM FANTASY PART 3-SOMETIMES GOD HEALS AND SOMETIMES HE DOESN’T?-74a
      • TRUTH SHIFTERS-SEPARATING TRUTH FROM FICTION PART 2-WHAT ABOUT NAME IT-CLAIM IT?-73a
      • TRUTH SHIFTERS-SEPARATING TRUTH FROM FICTION PART 1--JESUS KICKED THE DEVIL’S BUTT HERE NOT THERE-72a
      • AFTER YOU PRAY FOR REVIVAL AND REPENT-THEN WHAT DO YOU DO?-MAKING REVIVAL HAPPEN-PART 3- YOU NEED AN EARTHQUAKE-71a
      • AFTER YOU PRAY FOR REVIVAL-THEN WHAT DO YOU DO?-MAKING REVIVAL HAPPEN-PART 2-PRAYING FOR REVIVAL FOR YOURSELF AND OTHERS AND REPENTING OF YOUR SINS-70a
      • AFTER YOU PRAY FOR REVIVAL-THEN WHAT DO YOU DO?-MAKING REVIVAL HAPPEN-PART 1- INTRODUCTION-69a
      • STEP BY STEP: DIVINE HEALING MADE SIMPLE PART 3-THE FINAL STEP: LEARNING TO DRIVE THE CAR-68a
      • STEP BY STEP: DIVINE HEALING MADE SIMPLE PART 2-TAKING BIGGER STEPS TO LEARN TO RIDE A BIKE-67a
      • STEP BY STEP: DIVINE HEALING MADE SIMPLE PART 1-TAKING BABY STEPS TO LEARN TO WALK-66a-
      • DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE HEALED OR DO YOU NEED GOD’S DIVINE HEALING KIT?-PART 3-HOW DOES IT WORK?-65a
      • DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE HEALED ? OR DO YOU NEED GOD’S DIVINE HEALING KIT?-PART 2-WHAT BLOCKS DIVINE HELAING-64a
      • DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE HEALED OR DO YOU NEED GOD’S DIVINE HEALING KIT-PART1- CAN WHAT YOU HAVE BE HEALED? -63a
      • HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE SERIES-CHOOSE YOUR LIFE’S THEM SONG-OPTION 3-I AM A SERVANT-LARRY NORMAN-62a
      • HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE SERIES- CHOOSE YOUR LIFE’S THEME SONG-OPTION 2-i'll Meet You Halfway-David Cassidy and the Partridge Family-61a
      • HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE SERIES-CHOOSE YOUR LIFE’S THEM SONG -OPTION 1-My Way-Frank Sinatra-60a
      • HOW TO BUST A SEED OVER YOUR NEED; SO YOU CAN BE VICTORIOUS EVERYTIME-59a
      • ONE BAD APPLE SPOILS THE WHOLE BUNCH-58a
      • I FEEL THE NEED THE NEED FOR SEED-57a
      • IF YOU CAN ONLY IMAGINE- THEN ALL THE PROMISES ARE YOURS -PART THREE-BABYSTEPS FIRST THEN WALK THEN RUN-56a
      • IF YOU CAN ONLY IMAGINE- THEN ALL THE PROMISES ARE YOURS - PART TWO-WHAT IS THIS THING CALLED FAITH?-55a
      • IF YOU CAN ONLY IMAGINE- THEN ALL THE PROMISES ARE YOURS --PART ONE-WHAT ARE YOU BELIEVING FOR?-54a
      • PRAY-GO: NOT THE SPAGHETTI SAUCE-53a
      • HOW YOU RELATE TO GOD DETERMINES YOUR RESULTS -52a
      • WHICH WORD DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND OF?- ***IT-IS-FINISHED***51a
      • BATTLE OF THE SONGS Alone Again Naturally vs. You are not Alone=50a
      • DON’T LIMIT GOD IN YOUR LIFE.-49a
      • MY BUCKET LIST-48a
      • WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO REST IN THE LORD?-Lesson 47
      • DO YOU SEE YOUR PAST IN YOU HEADLIGHTS OR YOUR TAILLIGHTS?-Lesson 46
      • VICTIM OR VICTOR-YOU GET TO CHOOSE!-Lesoon 45
      • EVEN THE RUSSIANS CAN’T HACK MY PROTECTED LINE-Lesson 44
      • HOW TO PREPARE YOURSELF TO BE HEALED-Lesson 43
      • THIS IS THE CURE FOR CANCER-Lesson 42
      • IF JESUS CAN DO IT-SO CAN I=Lesson 41
      • A LITTLE BIT OF FAITH GOES A LONG WAY -40
      • WORDS: ONLY WORDS OR MORE THAN WORDS?-LESSON 39
      • SOMETIMES GOD SAVES AND SOMETIMES HE DOESN’T???-Lesson 38
      • GOING FOR THE GOLD-GOD’S GOLD THAT IS!-Part 2-Lesson 37
      • GOING FOR THE GOLD-GOD’S GOLD THAT IS! -PART 1 -Lesson 36
      • WHAT GOOD IS A BIBLE PROMISE IF YOU CAN’T GET IT TO WORK? LET ME SHOW YOU HOW!-LESSON 35
      • WHY YOUR PRAYERS AREN'T BEING ANSWERED: YOU NEED TO START DOING THIS AND STOP DOING THIS AND THEY WILL BE-LESSON 34
      • WHERE DOES YOUR FAITH LIE? IN THE WISDOM OF MAN OR THE POWER OF GOD?-LESSON 33
      • DO YOU BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? THIS IS BETTER THAN WINNING THE SUPER BOWL!-Lesson 32
      • HOW TO MOVE THAT MOUNTIAN AND GET YOUR MIRALCE-LESSON 31
      • SO IS IT ALWAYS GOD'S WILL TO HEAL?-LESSON 30
      • HOW DO YOU KEEP YOUR EYES ON JESUS NOT THE WIND AND WAVES?-LESSON 29
      • IGNORANCE OF THE LAW IS NO EXCUSE-LESSON 28
      • LUKE SKYWALKER IS A JEDI, BUT CAN HE DO THIS?-LESSON 27
      • HEALING-ITS NOT UP TO GOD-ITS UP TO YOU SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?-LESSON 26
      • SO WHICH SIDE OF THE FORCE ARE YOU ON-LESSON 25
      • WHY DO I NEED A DIVINE HEALING KIT?-LESSON 24
      • IT WAS FRIDAY, BUT SUNDAY'S COME!!!-LESSON 23
      • NO MORE MIXING THE OLD WITH THE NEW-LESSON 22
      • THIS IS NOT A DRESS REHEARSAL-IT'S THE REAL DEAL-LESSON 21
      • BE AFRAID-BE VERY AFRAID-OR FEAR NOT-YOU CHOOSE-LESSON 20
      • HOIW TO RECEIVE YOUR MIRACLE: ARE YOU WAITING FOR GOD TO DO SOMETHING OR IS HE WAITING FOR YOU-LESSON 19
      • WHERE DID ALL THE CHRISTIANS GO-LEFT BEHIND: AN END-TIME EVENT-LESSON 18
      • DO YOU HAVE A EMERGENCY PREPARE KIT?-THINGS YOU NEED TO FACE A CRISIS VICTORIOUSLY-LESSON 17
      • CAN UNCONFESSED SIN KEEP A CHRISTIAN OUT OF HEAVEN? LESSON 16
      • GET YOUR FOOT OUT OF YOUR MOUTH-DO WORDS REALLY MATTER-LESSON 15
      • DEPART FROM ME-I NEVER KNEW YOU-LESSON 14
      • DEFENDING YOUR HEALING-LESSON 13
      • THINGS WE DON'T TALK ABOUT-LESSON 12
      • THE HEALING REVIEW-LESSON 11
      • OVERCOMING DEPRESSION-LESSON 10
      • UNLIMITED POWER-HOW TO RECEIVE IT-LESSON 9
      • THE WEAKEST LINK-PRAYER CHAINS0LESSON 8
      • YOU ARE REVIVAL-LESSON 7
      • MOUNTAIN-MOVING FAITH-LESSON 6
      • INTERMEDIATE FAITH-LESSON 5
      • BEGINNER'S FAITH-LESSON 4
      • DIVINE HEALING 101-THE BASICS-LESSON 3
      • QUESTIONS THAT TROUBLE US-PART TWO-LESSON 2
      • QUESTIONS THAT TROUBLE US-PART ONE-LESSON 1
      • MY TESTIMONY-10 YEARS IN HELL AND WHAT I LEARNED THAT CAN HELP YOU!
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              QUESTIONS THAT TROUBLE US-PART ONE​-LESSON 1

                       HOW CAN I RECEIVE MY HEALING TEACHING SERIES
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-Study Guides are available to follow along or print and please read the Disclaimer. Both can be found at my website at:
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Why should I learn the principles of Divine Healing?
 
1.   You can learn to receive Divine Healing yourself
 
2.   You can pray for and help others receive Divine Healing
 
3.   You can learn to walk in Divine Health
 
4.   If the devil attacks you after you are healed, you will know how to properly defend your healing 
 
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          My name is Scot Ashcroft and this is How Can I Be Healed Ministries
A little over ten years ago, I found myself at a crisis of faith. I had failed at so many things. My first marriage ended in divorce; I had failed as a Pastor; and my life was going nowhere fast. I had all I could take. I felt like Pop-eye “that’s all I can stands and I can’t stands no more. I prayed a dangerous prayer. I prayed “Lord, whatever you have to do to change me, just do it, just spare my life. I became extremely sick over a 10-year period. I want to emphasize that isn’t wasn’t God who made me sick but that he used and turned these things around to take a wimp and make him strong in faith.

           It was a nightmare. I was in constant pain. I would tell people it was like having arthritis throughout your whole body and the stomach flu along with mono. There were many times I thought I would die. I had fifteen to twenty things wrong with me at times. I honestly think I experienced about every negative physically and mental thing that one could. I kept working and many times I would have to command my legs to go up and down the steps at work in the name of Jesus. Anyone, I will share things at times about that. If you are interested my testimony is on my website. 

          After 5 years I was healed, and God gave me a choice. I could either stop and have a great testimony and be healed or I could go deeper. I told him “I have come this far; it’s the Book of Acts or bust for me.” I wanted to teach others how to receive their healing. During this next five year period, there were three collapses as the roots were deep enough and I was fighting against the forces of hell itself. I don’t believe that the devil wanted anyone getting ahold of these truths about Divine Healing that had been hidden from the church.
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           Finally, a few months ago, the end of this trial came and I was healed and God recently told me that the roots are deep now. He opened so much truth through revelation of the Word by the Holy Spirit all I can say is it was amazing. I was a man who virtually never heard from God in thirty-five years plus as a believer, and now I hear his voice in my heart many times daily.

          Why should you listen to me? I have studied this for ten years: and God opened the Book of Acts to me (Divine Healing:  Biblical Teaching/Promises/Laws/Principles)
I also have practiced on myself over this ten year period and have seen God heal me 100’s of times.

          I had prayed for a few others and seen some amazing results. God has anointed me to teach and wants me to share what worked for me with others. I am so grateful to him. I give him all the credit and glory. God had to strip away a great deal of pride from me. I am just a messenger. I am excited to share this with you.

-I will be doing FB Live at 7 pm every Tuesday for one hour from 7- 8 pm Central Time. -On Thursdays, I will post a Written Teaching from the same subject.
-Please tell your friends or invite them to watch with you.

-So, let me ask you this question:



DISCLAIMER
 
DON’T EVER GO OFF YOUR MEDICATION(S) OR TREATMENT PLAN WITHOUT YOUR DOCTOR’S CONSENT!  

YOU DON’T WANT TO
RISK INJURY OR DEATH TO YOURSELF! GOD’S WAY REQUIRES FAITH AND GOOD COMMON SENSE! Get your doctor’s report to agree with what you are believing for; then you go off your medications or stop your treatment with your doctor's guidance, blessing and a testimony.

 James says, "faith without works (actions) is dead." We think if we just throw our medication away and trust God; we'll be fine. That is a formula for disaster! That is putting the cart before the horse. It just doesn’t work that way. Going to the doctor also prevents people who are presumptuous from hurting themselves. Hoping you are healed is not enough, you need medical confirmation.
  
Remember this medical intervention:  treatments, surgery, medication, etc. is always better than doing nothing. I am just saying there is another option: God’s best is divine healing and then learning to walk in divine health. 


-Let me also say that I will not be going into great depth answering these questions. I will do that later.


QUESTIONS THAT TROUBLE US-ABOUT DH (AND ANSWERS)

-These questions will take a few weeks to answer and if you have additional questions please go the Contact Me Form.

-Then I will move on to Divine Healing 101-The Basics; How to Defend your healing; How to Walk in Divine Health; and How to Pray for others to be Healed.

1.    Do I need more faith to be healed?
 
“And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.” (Matthew 17:20)
 
-Just the size of a Mustard Seed (a kernel of salt)
 
2.    Is unbelief and little faith the same thing?
-I believe they are.  The term unbelief has been replaced in some versions of the Bible with little faith. This is very important so listen closely. It only takes a mustard seed of faith to be healed. So, little faith isn’t the problem. Everyone has the measure of faith.
“according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith (Romans 12:3)

-Everyone has the right equipment- enough faith the measure Think of it this way if it says unbelief we get that. Little faith is a non-producing faith (too much unbelief-they are saying the same thing)

3.    Can a person have faith and unbelief at the same time?
 
-Yes! In fact, that is usually the problem.
“Immediately the father of the child cried out and said, “I believe; help my unbelief!
(Mark 9:24)

 
4.    What about these people who wall around saying there are healed and yet they never get healed?
 
-They are trying but it is in their head only and hasn’t gotten down to their hearts. If they keep going and stand on the promises they will break through! If they quit-they may become cynical-I tried that-it didn’t work. You must seek with all your heart and don’t quit until it manifests! Once you get one victory under your belt-book mark that in your mind and go for bigger victories down the road.
 
5.    Is it wrong to pray more than once for healing?
 
“Truly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and thrown into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will come to pass, it will be done for him.
 
 
Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received[a] it, and it will be yours.  (Mark 11:23,24)

-Don’t dig up your seed-the Word of God is a Seed-you plant it and water and fertilize with Thanks. “Thank you Lord that you have already healed me.” Not petitioning for it again. You can command it to manifest. But if you pray once and then again: it means that you didn’t believe the first time and you are being double-minded and a double-minded person will not receive anything from the Lord.
 
-I think you Scot you are being a little too legalistic or technical. God knows what I mean. Are you getting results? When it came to divine healing, I wasn’t getting any positive results, now I am getting them all the time on myself. These laws are meant to be followed, we can’t just throw it out there and hope it sticks.
 
-I do believe there are times that God “interprets” he sees our heart and faith and even though our words may not be expressed in accordance with his Word, he grants it. 
 

6.    Does God want everyone to be healed?
 
-Yes!  One of my favorite movies is “God’s Not Dead.” The first one. There is a line in there which I completely disagree with. It has become such a catch phrase in the church that nobody seems to even question it. “Sometimes, God says no.” That is not true. Now if you are asking for things with impure motives “like could I have ten new cars Lord? -that is a different story.
 
“For all the promises of God in him are yea, and in him Amen” (Corinthians 1:20)

-That means yes and so be it

“Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts” (James 4:3)

-Healing is always Gods will!!!
 
7.    What stops people from receiving their healing?
 
-Two things
1. Unbelief
2. A lack of understanding of the principles of God’s Word concerning healing.
 
“Then came the disciples to Jesus apart, and said, Why could not we cast him out? 20 And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you” (Matthew 17: 19, 20)

-Again, it’s not a faith problem but an unbelief problem
 
 “according as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue: 4 whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature” (II Peter 1:3,4)
 
-Knowledge through the Promises makes us receivers of his divine nature-His Power

 

DOES GOD STILL HEAL TODAY? PLEASE WATCH MY TESTIMONY "TEN YEARS IN HELL" AND FIND OUT!!!